Non and invisible..

..Not even a week..

..Not even 24 hours..

..Not even a day..

..Not even a touch..

..Not even a single thing..

..Not even a good bye kiss..

..Not even a hi..

..Not even a bye..

..Not even a look..

..Not even a smile..

..NON..

!!!NOTHING!!!

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* Tears of JOY *

....Officially as a cup=per....

Ilyas Ileen

Our song

Our Song lyrics

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say no nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...

[Chorus:]
Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the rosesAnd the note that said...

[Repeat Chorus]
I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...
Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause it's late and his mama don't know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have"
And when I got home, before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I... wrote down our song

14th of September 2008

14th of September, It's my aunt's Wedding!!! Yeah!!! Yee pee.. Yahooo!!! I'm very excited. It's 8 in the morning now... I woke up at 7.15am... Had breakfast at 8.30am.. My grandparents just came back from breakfast. They went out to market (dating)... hahah..

Time for us to change... makeup... w3ar nice nice..

We went to Selentar Club to attend my aunt's BIG day!!!

She's very beautiful today..

She's my youngest aunt..

She's 26 this year..

She married to a guy, his name is Nigel...

Do i look like a mother???

Queenie is soooo cute!!!

*Family photo*

Me and my sexy mom

Awh... This is soooo SWEET!!!

13th of September 2008

3rd day in Singapore.. It was raining heavily this morning. I woke up at 8.30am... It's kinda early... I was quite blur this morning, I don't know why.. Thinking.. What am I suppose to do next? Should I bathe immediately or walk around in my aunt's house or continue to sleep. I've decided to walk around in the house. I climbed out from the bed, opened the door and I saw my aunt. She's awake! WOW!! That's early for her cause usually she'll wake up around 10 something and my mom was at the kitchen. Don't know what she did. I've forgotten.. As you know, I got short term memory.. Hehe..

I bathed.. I changed.. I combed.. I walked.. I see.. I smell.. I taste.. I wear.. I smiled.. I blinked.. I've done everything then I sat down at the dining room with a glass of milk and a slice of bread then my aunt asked us not to eat so much cause she's going to take us to 'mamak' for breakfast.

We waited for my uncle who just woke up at 9.30am then we walked to the mamak. It's only few minutes walk from my aunt's appartment, very near.. I ordered a cup of 'milo kosong panas' and I shared the 'roti planta cheese' with my mom.. The 'roti planta cheese' is very tasty.. I would like to try it again.. My mom said she'll take us there tomorrow.. Gosh!! Although I like it and I said it's tasty but that doesn't mean that I have to eat it again. Sigh.. What to do.. She's my mom.. Have to obey her command if not, her devil tail will appear in front of me and wack on me.. Ouch!!

We went for a walk after having the yummy breakfast.. Was kinda lazy to go out today, so I stayed home and I played with my lovely game which is Sudoku!! But it just for one an half hour cause mom wants to go for shopping at Orchard Road.. We followed our aunt to their hotel to check-in then we had our lunch at somewhere around Orchard Road.. We had Indonesian food.. My mom ordered 'gador-gador'.. That's what she crave for.. I ate a plate of don't know what kind of Fried chicken rice with sambal and a don't know what... ??? lol.. It's quite nice.. I'm not sure whether I'm hungry or what.. But it taste nice.

After having our lunch, finally we went to Orched Road to SHOP!! Woo Hoo... Shopping! I wanna buy this.. I wanna buy that.. I wanna buy this and that.. I wanna buy everything!! OMG! No way! BUT my mom will not allow. SIGH.. It's okay..

Too be continued.. Hav to sleep.. hehe Good night..

12th of September 2008

12th of September.. What so special about 12th of September? Actually, nothing special. It just another day in Singapore. Sigh.. Singapore.. Singapore.. Singapore.. People says Singapore means Singa berpura-pura.. Is that true? Hmm... Give me some time, i'll let you know. This morning I got the feeling 'lazy to go out'. That's just not like me. I'm those people who love to go out, walk around, shopping and travelling.. I stayed home, started to update my blog. Then mom said HAVE TO GO OUT! IF NOT, WHY ARE YOU HERE? YOU THINK THERE'S NO INTERNET AT HOME? I was like.. OKAY.. FINE! Then we went out to have lunch at Ang Mo Kio HUB..

At around 2.30pm, we took MRT from Ang Mo Kio to Jurong East. It's very convenient.. There are 16 stations altogether from Ang Mo Kio to Jurong East. The journey is about 45minutes. Then we took a bus to the 'Singapore Science Centre'. I'm lazy to type now, i'll just upload picture. hehe.. Enjoy!!

Is this the best place???

Am I doing the right thing?

Am I bothering you just to read this ?

Am I really gonna share the secret of my life here?

Is this the right place for me to share my feelings?

Is this the right place for me to share my secret?

Do you really want to know the secret of my life?

People come from different walks of life, am I walking on the right path?

11 of September 2008

First day in Singapore!!!

Should I be happy :) or sad :( ??? I'm happy because i can PONTENG!!! Yeah! Don't have to go to school.. Don't have to be a 'good' prefect and 'tegur pelajar'. Don't have to be a 'responsible' councelor to always lecture the prefect in my group. Don't have to be the busy Leo President for a week. Don't have to face some of the school teacher that i'm afraid of. Don't have to worry about my homework, schoolwork and project..

I'm sad because i miss my friends in my school, church, tuition and everywhere.. I miss my church, although i attend church only on weekends. I miss my church friends, although i see them only when i go to church. I miss my big house. I miss my comfortable princess room, although sometimes i didn't clean up is kinda messy. I miss my clean and white toilet, although is not as white as milk. I miss my school, although it used to be a naughty school but now it had improved a lot. I miss class, although we didn't really decorate and clean it. I miss my family members who are not here yet, although they'll be coming on Saturday morning. I miss my school friends, although they're quite naughty but yet they're loving. I miss my love-one(s), although sometimes they deny the truth of love.. I miss teachers, although they love to nag nag nag.... I missssssss....... Evrything!!! Sorry if i left out smtg.

Took 4 hours journey from Kuala Lumpur --> Singapore. I came to Singapore by 'Premium Class' bus. Geng leh!! lol.. It's very comfortable. It's much more better than taking an aeroplane. In the bus, there are massage chair, video games, individual TV and 2 bus steward and stewardess. Of course a bus driver as well. The bus is only limited for 15 seats, if I'm not mistaken. I watched a 'Singaporean Movie - Lau Shi Jia Lau Da' translate - Teacher married a gangster. It's kinda funny that movie. I didn't get the chance to play video game cause i watched 2 movies, erm.. is actually one and a half. I couldn't finish watching the movie. The other movie i watched was 'High School Musical 2'. Not bad also..

Me and mom left from Kuala Lumpur to Singapore at 11am sharp. Reached Singapore at around 3.30pm. After that, we took a cap to my aunt's house which is also uncle Nigel's house. They both are getting MARRIED on Sunday.. Congratulation!!! Woo hoo... We went out to have our dinner at Ang Mo Kio HUB. Lots of delicious food but too bad... My mom and myself are sick. So we went to food court to have our dinner. I ate a bowl of dumpling noodle.. Quite nice.. Went out for shopping after dinner.. Bought a prezzie for my mom's friend, she's also my friend. Before i sleep, i was looking around in my aunt's house. Guess what i found?? I found a Sudoku book!! I love Sudoku.. My aunt doesn't know how to play and she keep on looking behind (the answer) to finish up a level, even though it's just level 1. After 3 pages of Sudoku, my mom wants me to sleep, so I'm forced to sleep at 10.30pm.

ZZZZzzZZZzzzZZZzz........